drank
the turn up on NYE is too real
but who am i kidding- drinking is not my type of deal
and large blowout parties seem to have no appeal
unless the DJ’s really good or I myself am behind the wheels
I see my friends at one AM with the sky full of color
or drunk girls losing control while drinking shots one after the other
but i’m sitting on the couch next to my grandmother
and I get her a bedtime glass of water and kiss her on the forehead because I love her
Is there something wrong with me
because I do not choose to party
and I spend the last night of 2015 with my family
I know for 8 months out of the year I am in the state of VT
so whenever i’m home they cherish my company
i mean i could start wearing less
and go out more
but that’s not what i was put on this earth for
so the next two days i’ll be watching hockey games that are outdoors
and writing my life stories like a troubadour
this is not to say i don’t enjoy dance parties
but drink fueled gatherings were never my steez
and partying every night takes away the specialty
so i stayed at home and ate food that was chinese
sometimes i feel a little sour
when I see my friends partying until the early hours
that i don’t get invites
but it’s sweet because I have the power
over myself to know what i do and don’t like
so that’s why i choose not to party and drink until i see the day come to light
and when i see my friends go down that road i never am contrite
and even when I go to bed early i still feel excited
bc there will always be another party
on another special night



